So just sit silently sometimes, relaxed, and feel that you are losing yourself in a cloud that surrounds you… constantly changing, and yet remaining with you. And as you start losing yourself, you will feel more and more blissful. There will be some rare moments when you are completely lost and the cloud is and you are not. Those are the moments of satori, samadhi — first glimpses… far away glimpses, but yet of the truth.
The real journey starts when the first satori happens. When you have had a first glimpse, trust arises. Then you are no more groping in the dark, you know now. You yourself know that it exists. Now it is not taken from some authority — not that Osho says, not that Buddha says, not that Christ says. Now you have also become a witness to it. It is!It is your own experience — of course, very atomic, seed-like, but that is nothing to be worried about. Once the seed is there, the tree will be coming.