Meditation cannot be purchased and no one can give it to you. You have to achieve it. It is not something outer, it is something inner, a growth, and that growth comes through awareness. Call your own name, in the morning, in the night, in the afternoon, whenever you feel sleepy, call your own name. And not only call it, answer it and say it loudly. Don’t be afraid of others. You have been afraid of others enough; they have already murdered you through fear. Don’t be afraid. Even in the marketplace you must remember. Call your own name, “Teertha, are you here?” And answer, “Yes sir.”