it was clear to me
that he (bhagwan) went through five deep samadhi experiences
all over a period of eighteen years
samadhi samadhi samadhi samadhi the final samadhi
explosion explosion explosion explosion the final implosion
samadhi where the dewdrop slips into the ocean…
becomes the ocean the dewdrop surrenders
disappearing into the ocean realising its magnitude
it loses nothing…it becomes as vast as the ocean
but the ocean disappearing into the dewdrop
such infinite grace
the ocean becomes the dewdrop
the mighty bows to the small
only the east has known such depth of expression
just this understanding and experience is worth dying for